If my life gets screwed up and my heart breaks, I won't have anyone to blame but myself.

Goodbye, Civilian Lifestyle.

I have 1.5 hours left of civilian life left in me. After that, its off to Tekong Holiday Resort.
The reality is beginning to set in. Oh well..
See you all in a few weeks!

Enlistment

Thus my conscription starts tomorrow. There are countless things that i would miss. The food, the freedom, the internet, and of course, You.

Yeah you know who you are. But nonetheless, take care, and i will be out soon. 9 weeks isnt that long. We can both do it. :)

In 15 hours, i will be headed off to Tekong, and in 24, the bed that i will be lying on won't be familiar anymore. Darn this is depressing. Oh well, a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. Just that i would very much rather not do it at all..

Baldness

Feb 9th is drawing closer and closer. I don't want to go into army, especially not when there are so many things and more importantly, people, that i have to leave behind. 3 weeks sounds awfully long all of a sudden. I don't think i will like army very much. =.=

Gagged

It sucks when you have something humongous and important to tell but have no idea how to put it into words..
I'm sorry for disappointing you.

Thereafter

Its times like this when i wonder whether being free is really a good thing.

If it is, then why is that i am not really enjoying it?
If its not, then does it mean that i had been running away from issues with the excuse of studying?